Eight good months on a targeted pill. I am building on them.

I have never smoked. My cancer began with a genetic accident: two genes, KIF5B and RET, fused together, and the protein made at the join keeps the cell switched on. Since February 2026 I have been taking a targeted pill (a TKI) aimed at RET. The tumour has shrunk.

With every pill in this class, the same thing happens over time: the cells find a way around it. Not if. When.

I want to add a personalised vaccine now: a preparation that shows my immune system the fragment of protein that exists only in the tumour. It isn’t a preventive vaccine. It’s a way of making the tumour visible. And I want it while the tumour is small. That’s my reasoning, not a promise.

I wrote about the kinds of personalised vaccine in part one , and about the role of tissue in part two .

My vaccine design is stuck on one laboratory step.

It's step 5 of the ten in the chain below — proof that the chosen peptide really is displayed on the cell surface, not just that an algorithm predicts it there.

Step 5 alone does not give me a vaccine: after it come the specification, the approvals, the injections and the follow-up measurements. But without it I cannot decide what goes in the vial, and without that decision the rest of the chain does not start.

The four ways you can help

What I've worked out from the raw data, at a glance.

50+ GBraw sequencing data from two laboratories, 34 GB and 19 GB
3 data setsfrom the second laboratory: blood exome and tumour exome (the protein-coding part of the DNA) and tumour RNA, 97.5, 73.9 and 54.4 million read pairs
HLA I + IIclass I worked out from my raw blood reads, then confirmed by an accredited laboratory; class II typed by that laboratory
confirmed

Is the target real, and does it come from the tumour?

  • An accredited laboratory report names the join: KIF5B exon 15 :: RET exon 12.
  • In my own analysis it is in frame, so the join reads as one continuous protein rather than nonsense, and 27 to 35 RNA reads span it, depending on the tool.
  • It arose in the tumour: 104 reads that cross the join against 1 in blood, deduplicated — 10.83% of the reads crossing the breakpoint against 0.04%.
  • In the second laboratory's RNA it is the only high-confidence fusion out of 26. That sample's identity check was inconclusive, so I count this as support, not proof.
unique, but close

Is the peptide absent from normal proteins?

  • No exact match in the human reference proteome (the search is below).
  • Two other candidates were dropped: they also occur in normal human proteins, as isoform entries.
  • Unique is not the same as distant: every nine-letter piece of it still sits close to a normal human sequence. Tolerance or cross-reactivity — only a test can separate them.
open: the missing link

Will my cells actually display it?

  • The laboratory assigned no class II molecule to the peptide: it runs no binding prediction for long peptides.
  • Two prediction programs disagree on which molecule that is, and the predicted binding changes sharply with the peptide's length.
  • On the DR molecule, prediction puts the matching normal sequence at least level with the fusion peptide in both runs; on the DQ molecule only when the peptide is scored without its flanking sequence. Any test needs the normal sequences alongside.
  • The class I allele I tracked is still present in the tumour (allelic ratio 0.963, where 1.0 means both copies retained). My candidate class II alleles show no imbalance either, but that test is weaker and I don't call it settled.

Needs a measurement: minigene + immunopeptidomics, read on both candidate class II molecules, with a shorter 13-letter version alongside the 16-letter peptide.

indicative

Is my immune system in a position to respond?

  • Not a cold tumour: T-cell signals are there.
  • Not cold, but with the brakes on: the killer CD8 signal is low to middling, while the regulatory cells and the TGF-beta stroma are high. The numbers are further down.
  • The readings above all come from the January 2026 biopsy, taken before any treatment.
  • The one class I fragment from the join that my prediction ranked first: the tools split on it, and in the one published experiment on these fragments, T cells from two unrelated healthy donors, not mine, did not recognise it. Two of the other seven did get a response in that experiment. None of it says anything about whether any of them is displayed.
What it leaves me with

One class II peptide, no class I peptide, none from point mutations. The tumour DNA sequencing failed on degraded DNA, so whether there are other targets stays unknown.

What I can supply

About 373 ng of tumour RNA, stored at −80 °C, and the raw sequencing data. A DNA remnant too small to use, and no usable tissue — see the timeline.

confirmed by an accredited laboratorymy own analysis, indicativea caution or a contradiction
KIF5B123. . .131415exons after 15 are not in the fusionRETexons 1-11 are not in the fusion12131415. . .the fusionRNA from my tumour123. . .131415121314. . .KIF5B exon 15 :: RET exon 12in frame27 to 35 reads span the join, depending on the tool;34 carry the exact 30-base junction sequence...LKDLAEIGIAVGNNDVK|EDPKWEFPRKNLVLGKTLG...AVGNNDVKEDPKWEFP16 amino acids, the only peptide the laboratory selected, HLA class II restricted KIF5Bexons 1 ... 15stops at 15RETexons 12 ...starts at 12the fusion, in the tumour RNAKIF5B 1-15RET 12-...exon 15 :: exon 12, in frame27 to 35 reads span the join, depending on the tool;34 carry the exact 30-base junction sequence...LKDLAEIGIAVGNNDVK|EDPKWEFPRKNLVLGKTLG...AVGNNDVKEDPKWEFP16 amino acids, the only peptide thelaboratory selected; HLA class II restricted

I searched for the 18-amino-acid sequence that contains the peptide, letter by letter, in the human reference proteome: 169,651 sequences, zero matches. It is an exact search, done by me; it is not a biological guarantee.

Unique doesn't mean distant, and that's the part I'm not going to skip. The peptide exists only where two normal human proteins are joined, so every nine-letter piece of it resembles one of them. The pieces at the ends differ from the parent protein by a single letter. And on the RET side it is not one parent protein but two: the nine letters EDPKWEFPR occur exactly as they are both in RET and in FGFR2, a receptor from an unrelated family, at residues 713 to 721 and 470 to 478 respectively (RET P07949, FGFR2 P21802). So KEDPKWEFP, the fragment with the clearest published response, is one substitution from each of them: from LEDPKWEFP in RET and from PEDPKWEFP in FGFR2. The piece best separated from both parents differs by four. Four out of nine is the most this junction allows, however you cut the peptide. That's my own derivation, not a measurement: every nine-letter window has to straddle the join, so it always carries letters from one parent or the other. It isn't a poor design choice, it's a property of the join. The small distance doesn't prove that the immune system would attack healthy tissue. It leaves open exactly two possibilities that only a test can separate: tolerance, meaning no response at all, or cross-reactivity.

It doesn't appear in any normal protein. The real question is whether the cell puts it on display.

You can’t see what’s inside a cell from the outside. The cell cuts its proteins into short fragments and lifts some of them to the surface, on HLA molecules, which present them to the immune system; T cells can recognise what is displayed there. A vaccine makes sense only if the fragment I train the immune system with actually ends up on display.

  1. Design: what goes in the vial
  2. Manufacturing, administration, measurement
  3. 1Sequencingdone
  4. 2HLA typingdone
  5. 3What is tumour-onlypartial
  6. 4What can be displayedpartial
  7. 5Proof of displaynot started
  8. 6Specificationpartial
  9. 7Manufacturingno price
  10. 8Approvalopen
  11. 9Vaccination alongside the TKIto come
  12. 10Measurementto come

For step 7 I hold a timeline but no price for the product I would actually be buying: for a single-peptide class II vaccine, the cost and whether a prescriber is required are both still unanswered. Steps 8, 9 and 10 are not secured either: approval needs an ethics opinion and a doctor willing to prescribe; measurement needs T-cell assays, circulating tumour DNA and imaging.

Manufacturing is not the problem. What goes in the vial is the problem.

Step 5 has a method with a name: immunopeptidomics. You take cells that make the fusion protein, pull the HLA molecules off them, wash the peptides off with acid, and read them by mass spectrometry, the instrument that identifies each peptide by its mass. Not what could be displayed. What was displayed.

Prediction proposes. Only measurement confirms.

There are three different questions here, and they’re easily confused. Prediction tells me what could be displayed. Immunopeptidomics tells me what was displayed. T-cell assays tell me what T cells react to. Step 5 is the middle one — the only one I can answer without tissue and without having my own lymphocytes drawn.

How far the first is from the third has been measured. In an international effort, several teams predicted epitopes — the fragments an immune cell can recognise — from the same sequencing data; the 608 prioritised peptides were then tested for T-cell recognition, on samples from the same patients. 37 proved immunogenic — 6%. The paper explicitly separates the links: first display on HLA, only then recognition. Their filter for display and recognition together removed 98% of the non-immunogenic peptides but kept only 45% of the immunogenic ones — those two figures belong to the 286 peptides for which all five presentation measurements existed, not to the full 608. On a separate cohort of 310 peptides with 4 immunogenic ones, the display-only filter removed 97% of the non-immunogenic peptides and preserved 3 of the 4; adding recognition to it took the removal to 99% and preserved the same 3 of 4 (Wells, Cell 2020 ).

Two limits of that study matter for me, and the authors state both themselves: it tested only class I peptides, and only ones arising from point mutations and small insertions-deletions. Fusion proteins were left out, and so was the whole class II arm. My peptide is a fusion peptide, on class II. So this work tells me how far prediction can drift from measurement. It does not tell me how far mine has.

A filter that throws out almost all the noise but loses more than half the signal on the way doesn’t tell me where the chain broke for my peptide: unrecognised can mean never displayed, or displayed and still unseen by any T cell. Measuring display — immunopeptidomics — is what separates the two. It isn’t infallible either: a review of the method, written by people who run it, warns that matching spectra against the enormous space of non-canonical sequences can itself produce false positives (Chong, Nat Biotechnol 2022 ). What it does do is ask the question I need answered: does this fragment actually reach the surface?

I need the cells, and I have no usable tissue. There’s one narrow way round it — a minigene: a short piece of DNA carrying just the join region, put into a cell line with my HLA type. The result is valid for the cell model; it isn’t a measurement on my tumour. But it’s the only route I can see that consumes no tissue.

In case step 5 sounds like it settles more than it does, here’s what stays open even if it works:

  • It doesn’t say whether the peptide is displayed the same way in my tumour of today, eight months into treatment, nor whether the whole protein is processed like the short piece in the construct.
  • It doesn’t say whether my T cells see it, nor whether they can tell the tumour fragment from the near-identical stretch in the normal protein.
  • It says nothing about killing the tumour, about safety alongside the pill I take, about dose, or about clinical benefit.
  • A negative result isn’t proof that the peptide isn’t displayed, unless the laboratory shows what it could have detected: without a detection limit, the absence of a signal isn’t biological absence.

Step 5 is not the sign-off for manufacturing. It is the one thing I cannot choose what goes in the vial without — and whether my T cells then see it is the second of the four things I ask for at the end.

Proof of display, without tissueminigeneshort DNA,just the join regioncell linewith my HLAmakes the fusionfragmentHLA isolation,acid elutionthe peptides comeoff the HLAmassspectrometryeach peptide,read by its massAVGNNDVKEDPKWEFPis it there?what was foundon HLAin the cell model Proof of display, without tissue1minigeneshort DNA, just the join region2cell line with my HLAthe cells make the fusion fragment3HLA isolation, acid elutionthe peptides come off the HLA4mass spectrometryeach peptide, read by its mass5what was found on HLAin this cell model:AVGNNDVKEDPKWEFP ?

The reason there is only one peptide. The tumour DNA was degraded.

Why not just send tissue?

core 1: 15 mmcore 2: 4 mmtwo cores, two paraffin blocks:all the tumour tissue I have ever had05101520 mmto scale core 1: 15 mmcore 2: 4 mm05101520 mmall the tumour tissue I have ever had
  1. 21 Jan 2026Percutaneous tru-cut biopsy, left lungtwo cores, 15 mm and 4 mm; two blocks of formalin-fixed, paraffin-embedded tissue (FFPE)
  2. Jan 2026Pathologyadenocarcinoma; the rapid tests find the RET fusion
  3. May-Jun 2026Next-generation sequencing (NGS) panel, 1021 genes plus RNAKIF5B-RET confirmed; 30% tumour cells; depth 882x; tumour mutational burden (TMB) 4.12 mutations per megabase, low; microsatellite stable (MSS) — not the profile that responds to standard immunotherapy on that basis alone; the report does not say which exons
  4. Jul 2026Assessment of the remaining tissueunder 1 mm of tumour per block
  5. Aug 2026Both blocks to a German commercial laboratory, for vaccine designexome from blood, tumour exome from paraffin, tumour RNA transcriptome (the genes the cell actually reads); no whole genome
  6. Sep 2026The somatic arm, the part that looks for changes present only in the tumour, failsonly 46.91% of the coding regions of the requested genes reach the threshold of at least 60 reads per base
  7. 29 Sep 2026Both blocks shipped back to methe laboratory returns the tissue it had received
  8. 5 Oct 2026Inventory, in the laboratory's replyblock 1: empty. Block 2: a residue the laboratory called too small to examine. Tumour DNA: ~36 ng, insufficient. Tumour RNA: ~373 ng, held at −80 °C. The laboratory wrote on 16 October that it keeps such material for a maximum of 10 years
  9. 16 Oct 2026The vaccine-design report arrivesone peptide selected: AVGNNDVKEDPKWEFP, 16 amino acids, HLA class II. The accredited report, dated 28 September, names the junction: KIF5B exon 15 :: RET exon 12
46.91%

of the coding regions of the requested genes reached the laboratory's threshold of at least 60 reads per base. The rest did not get there.

050100%
tumour content 40%, adequate enough DNA library in order sequencing without anomalies → tumour DNA degraded, from the paraffin blocks

The tumour sequencing did not fail for lack of tissue. It failed because the DNA from the paraffin was degraded.

That failure is what shrank the peptide list: the changes present only in the tumour were never called, so the one candidate left standing is the one that comes from the fusion itself.

I expected 20 to 24 peptides. One came back.

No mutations were found. That doesn’t mean there are none — it means the question was never answered.

And there’s no lesion left to biopsy. The treatment worked too well. That’s the best problem to have, and it’s still a wall.

What I computed myself.

I ran the raw data from the two laboratories through public bioinformatics tools, using AI models to write the code, explain the output and check both. Everything that follows is my own analysis. It is exploratory, and it needs independent confirmation.

  1. What is the exact join?direct read of the raw RNA alignment, on top of the STAR-Fusion and FusionInspector results34unique reads contain exactly the 30 bases of the junction (STAR-Fusion: 27 junction reads; FusionInspector: 35). KIF5B exon 15 :: RET exon 12, in frame. The laboratory had not reported the exons at all.
  2. Did it arise in the tumour, rather than being inherited?counting split reads at the breakpoint in DNA, tumour versus blood104 / 1split reads, deduplicated: 104 in the tumour DNA against 1 in blood, which is 10.83% of the reads crossing the breakpoint against 0.04%. A separate, alignment-free search of the raw blood reads for the exact junction sequence found none.
  3. Does the second data set confirm it?Arriba 2.5.1, on the tumour RNA from the other laboratory1 of 26the only high-confidence fusion is KIF5B-RET, in frame; the same 30-base sequence appears in 20 reads, 17 pairs. With one reservation I carry everywhere I use this RNA: the check that the sample really is mine came back inconclusive. Only 134 of 227 informative sites matched between the two samples — 59%, where a same-patient check should be near-complete. The internal controls passed, so this is not evidence of a swapped tube; it is also not a clean identity match. It is technical corroboration of a fusion already confirmed elsewhere, not a confirmation issued by that laboratory.
  4. What is my HLA?OptiType and T1K, on the raw blood reads6 of 6class I alleles. Two months later, the accredited laboratory reported exactly the same six.
  5. Has the tumour lost the class I HLA allele I tracked?allelic imbalance, tumour exome versus blood exome0.963allelic ratio (95% confidence interval 0.819-1.132): the tracked class I allele is retained in the tumour. A number well below 1.0 would have meant one copy was lost. A loss in every cell (clonal) would have given ~0.76 at the estimated purity of 24%; a loss in only some cells (subclonal) is not ruled out. This concerns class I, not the class II allele behind the selected peptide.
  6. Do the junction fragments bind my HLA?NetMHCpan-4.1 (elution and affinity), NetMHCstabpan, MixMHCpred 3.0, on my actual alleles1single 9-amino-acid fragment is predicted to bind strongly: VKEDPKWEF, rank 0.39% on the best class I allele. But the four read-outs split two against two: the elution rank and MixMHCpred call it a strong binder, while the predicted affinity and the predicted stability do not. The figure below gives the four numbers and what each one measures.
  7. What do the published measurements say?IEDB query on the exact sequences; the published study used docking, MHCNuggets and MixMHCpred 2, and measured the response by ELISpot, a test that counts the T cells reacting to a peptide2 of 8fragments spanning the join gave a response. KEDPKWEFP: positive, in one of the two donors. DVKEDPKWE: curated as a low positive, and the study's own text reports the second donor responding to it — the weaker of the two results, not a negative one. VKEDPKWEF, the one my prediction put first: negative in both donors. The remaining five were negative, one of them with raised interferon in a single donor that did not hold across replicates. So were the two native fragments, one from each parent gene, run alongside as controls — which is the part that argues the signal belongs to the join and not to the genes it is made of.
  8. Is the peptide tumour-only?exact search of the human reference proteome, UniProt UP000005640 with isoforms, and of RefSeq0matches in the reference proteome, 169,651 sequences; and 0 exact matches for the eight nine-letter cores plus the whole 16-mer, across 197,903 RefSeq proteins. Two other candidates were eliminated: their sequences exist in isoforms of normal proteins. A third, from an ERBB3 splice junction, passed the same search, and I keep it as an optional second peptide. But it is trace-level in the data and its translation is unproven. It also sits closer to self than the fusion peptide does — the normal protein differs from it by a two-residue deletion, with both flanks identical to self. So it does not carry the construct.
  9. Does the laboratory's choice hold up?NetMHCIIpan and MixMHC2pred, on my class II alleles0.99rank of the best binding core in the first program — the stretch that actually sits in the HLA groove: strong binding. The second program, on the same data, drops it to 21.8 and puts a different class II molecule first. That 21.8 and the 17.2 below it are the same program on the same molecule, run two ways: 21.8 with the peptide's natural flanking sequence supplied, 17.2 with the 16 letters standing alone. The normal protein competes well, too, though not everywhere: on the DR molecule the corresponding stretch binds as well as or better than the fusion peptide in both runs, while on the DQ molecule that only holds when the peptide is scored without its flanking sequence. Length changes the result too: run the same way, the peptide shortened to 13 amino acids climbs from rank 17.2 to 2.18. The ranks of the two programs are not on the same scale, so I compare the order, not the values. What stands: the two models pick the same part of the peptide, but disagree on which molecule presents it and at what length. Neither is proof that the peptide is displayed.
  10. What does the immunity inside the tumour look like?quanTIseq, ESTIMATE, MCP-counter, on tumour RNAnot coldbut with the brakes on: CD8 low, regulatory cells high, TGF-beta stroma close to the maximum.
  11. Purity and copy numberFACETS, CNVkit, on the tumour exome~0.24estimated purity (alternative fit 0.36); a regional copy gain at one gene, 8 or 11 copies depending on which fit you take. Exploratory, below the quality threshold. Three estimates of tumour content exist for this one biopsy — 30% from the NGS panel, 40% from the second laboratory's quality check, ~24% from my own fit. They come from different assays on different aliquots; where it matters I use the lowest, because it makes every result harder to claim.
  12. How do I metabolise drugs?pharmacogenomic variants from the blood exome2clinically relevant results, now on my emergency card. Nothing that touches my current treatment.
KIF5BRETIAVGNNDVKEDPKWEFPRKthe join3 of the 8 junction fragmentspredicted on my allelesmeasured: ELISpot, 2 donorsDVKEDPKWEnon-binderlow positiveVKEDPKWEFstrong binder, 0.39 %ranknegativeKEDPKWEFPnon-binderpositive, 1 of 2 donorsVKEDPKWEF, four predictions on the same fragment:elution 0.39 %rank and MixMHCpred 0.30 %rank (both strong binder) ·affinity IC50 12,683 nM (non-binder) · predicted half-life with HLA 0.13 ha %rank is where a fragment lands among random peptides for that molecule, so lower is better;elution is trained on peptides found on real cells, affinity on how tightly the two hold togethersquare: prediction computed by me (NetMHCpan-4.1, NetMHCstabpan, MixMHCpred 3.0)circle: T-cell response measured by ELISpot, in two donors (IEDB, Castillo 2025) KIF5BRETIAVGNNDVKEDPKWEFPRKDVKEDPKWEpredicted: non-bindermeasured: low positiveVKEDPKWEFpredicted: strong bindermeasured: negativeKEDPKWEFPpredicted: non-bindermeasured: positive, 1/2 donorssquare: prediction computed by mecircle: T-cell response measured, ELISpot intwo donors (IEDB, Castillo 2025)

The fragment my prediction put first is the one that measured negative.

The study used different prediction tools from mine (Castillo, Front Immunol 2025 ). What it actually measured is less than it looks: it added the peptides from the outside onto cells from two healthy, matched donors and counted the lymphocytes that reacted. It did not measure physical binding to my molecules. It did not measure whether a cell makes the fragment and puts it on its own surface. It measured nothing in me. Even the molecule the fragments would be presented on is, in the study’s own record, a prediction. Its bar for calling a response was set in advance, and it is not a lenient one: more than 20 spots per million cells, and a mean spot count at least three times that of the unstimulated control. Alongside the junction fragments it ran a standardised nine-letter peptide of no biological relevance and a pool of 42 cytomegalovirus peptides. What the article does not print is the spot counts themselves, so how far past that three-times line the positive fragments actually landed cannot be read from it. That is an argument for an experiment that is both better controlled and fully reported, not for discarding the result.

So I can’t say which fragment is the right one. What I can say is narrower than that: the study tested eight fragments spanning the join and published one read-out for each, so there is no ranking of its own to reverse — but the fragment my prediction put first measured negative in both donors, and of the two that did respond, one is a fragment I had scored as a non-binder. That is enough to disqualify prediction as the sole criterion for choosing. There’s another reason I don’t simply take the fragment with the best result: it’s also the closest to the normal protein of the whole set, a single letter away — and not from one normal protein but from two. The strongest experimental signal sits on the thinnest safety footing. No calculation resolves that tension, and I’m not going to resolve it by picking a favourite.

One more thing, so it doesn’t get lost: these fragments are class I, a different arm from the class II peptide the laboratory chose. Their results say nothing about it, for or against. The gap between calculation and measurement isn’t noise, and only a laboratory can close it.

One piece of the prediction does argue for running that measurement, on the class I side, and it splits in two. Delivery looks good: the TAP transporter, which carries a fragment to where HLA molecules are loaded, scores the junction fragment VKEDPKWEF at +1.025, 4th of the 89 nine-letter fragments in the window and the best of the eight that cross the join; the combined transport-and-cutting score also comes 4th. Cutting is a different story: on the proteasome component alone the same fragment is mid-pack, 29th of 89, and the strongest predicted cut in the neighbourhood falls precisely on the junction itself, which is a way to destroy the fragment rather than to release it. What these two scores do have going for them is that they don’t depend on which HLA allele you assume, so the uncertainty about my alleles doesn’t touch them. Taken together: prediction says the piece is likely to be delivered if it survives cutting, and what stays uncertain is whether it is cut out intact and then stays bound long enough to be displayed. Only the measurement can settle that. Those two steps belong to the class I route — class II molecules are loaded by a different path — so this is one favourable piece of prediction about the junction region, not a verdict on the class II peptide itself.

The same raw data also told me what my immune system looks like inside the tumour.

  • Cytotoxic CD8 T cellsthe ones that kill the tumour celllow to middling: roughly the 15th to 45th percentile
  • Regulatory T cellsthe ones that brake the responseover-represented: roughly in the top 5-15%
  • TGF-beta stroma, fibroblaststhe wall around the tumour98th to 100th percentile
0255075100th percentile

It is not a cold tumour. But the brakes are on.

What these numbers are, and are not: relative positions of signals in the tumour RNA, compared with public cohorts of the same cancer type. They aren't cell counts, and they aren't stains on a slide; they don't say where the cells sit in the tumour. They come from the same RNA sample whose identity check was inconclusive. And the honest caveat for the vaccine: display and recognition are both necessary, and in a tumour with brakes like these they may still not be enough. That argues for acting while the burden is low, not for waiting.

It can be done. It has been done.

One team built a vaccine on the junction of a fusion, in a patient with a different cancer type, proved by mass spectrometry that the peptide is naturally displayed, and followed the patient for over 21 months without relapse (Bauer, Nat Commun 2022 ). In resected melanoma, a personalised mRNA vaccine added to an immune checkpoint inhibitor (an immunotherapy that lifts the brake off T cells) gave, at the 5-year update, a hazard ratio (HR) of 0.510 for recurrence-free survival (KEYNOTE-942, J Clin Oncol 2026 ). And the route itself exists on paper: personalised multi-peptide vaccination is registered as expanded access, listed as available, sponsored by a German university centre (NCT05014607 ). Expanded access is not a trial; it is a named-patient route. It is also the same German university programme I list below as blocked for me: it requires fresh-frozen tissue, which I do not have, and it does not make vaccines against oncogenic fusions, with one exception: the fusion-junction vaccine this section opens with, in another cancer type. So it is a door I cannot walk through — and still proof that the door is built.

Different cancer, different situation, different vaccine. My disease is advanced, not resected, and that number is not mine. But the mechanism is real and it has been measured.

And a join like mine has already been met by human T cells once. In a patient with anaplastic thyroid cancer carrying a CCDC6-RET fusion, lymphocytes taken from inside the tumour reacted to the fusion neoantigen; the break on the RET side is the same exon 12 break as mine, and the 25-letter stretch they tested is identical to mine at 14 of its 25 positions, with all 11 differences falling on the partner half (Garza, J Clin Endocrinol Metab 2026 ). Three things travel with that, and none of them is small: it is a different cancer, it is a different experiment — T cells already inside a tumour, not a vaccine given to anyone — and the bar for calling a response was a 1.5-fold rise in a single replicate, weaker than the three-fold bar in the lung study above. It also does not say which half the reactive piece sits on, the RET stretch we share or the partner half we do not: nobody localised it. What it does say is that this is not a one-off observation in a single paper.

The method exists. What I have not found is anyone who will run it for me.

The measurement itself is not hypothetical, and I want to be accurate about that rather than dramatic. Immunopeptidomics has been published on samples of a few tens of milligrams, using an ion-mobility step built for exactly the problem of too little material, with each candidate peptide then confirmed against a synthetic standard; the same work ran the method on cell lines as well as on tissue, which is the route open to me (Minegishi, Commun Biol 2022 ). So the obstacle is not that nobody knows how. It is that I have not found the step offered on its own, to someone who arrives with data instead of tissue, and the groups who publish it run it inside their own pipelines. One approach went out on 25 October and has had no reply. I am not writing it down as a route until someone answers.

How a big laboratory works: full pipeline, from tissue to productthe only entry pointtissuesequencinganalysispeptide selectionmanufacturingproductthe step I am asking for: proof of displaynot found as a stand-alone serviceme: raw data, junction, HLA, one peptideRNA at -80 °C, no usable tissuethere is no entry point for data How a big laboratory workstissuethe only entry pointsequencinganalysispeptide selectionthe step I am asking for: proof of displaynot found as a stand-alone servicemanufacturingproductme: raw data, junction, HLA, one peptideRNA at −80 °C, no usable tissuethere is no entry point for data
  • A German university centre, peptide vaccine programmeThey require fresh-frozen tissue. They do not make vaccines on oncogenic fusions, with one exception, in another cancer type.blocked
  • A German commercial laboratoryYes, conditionally, in two stages: diagnostics, then manufacturing. They do not work on external data; they need their own. The diagnostics failed on degraded DNA; the money came back; one peptide came out all the same.partial
  • Two centres in JapanThey can synthesise peptides from a given sequence. Neoantigen analysis is outsourced and requires tissue, not data. With one of them, the conversation is open.open
  • An academic centre in the United StatesPreparing single-patient studies, possibly in 2027, if it secures funding. Not a commitment.maybe 2027
  • Biotech companies; a European university hospitalThe companies declined, or are not legally permitted to treat individual patients. The hospital did not decline: it redirected me elsewhere.closed
  • A bioinformatics service providerDoes not take analysis-only projects.closed

Big laboratories take tissue in at one end and deliver a product at the other. I need a single piece from the middle.

The decision is mine. And it does not get better by waiting.

Tissue does not grow back in paraffin. Data does not improve on its own. The question is simple: do I build the vaccine with what I have, or not.

If I act now

  • There is no evidence that the peptide is displayed on my cells.
  • Zero class I peptides: the arm that kills the cell directly stays uncovered.
  • The cost is high and I pay it myself.
  • All the data come from the pre-treatment biopsy. Today's tumour may look different.

If I do not act

  • The good immunological window is now, while the tumour is small, and it does not come back.
  • At progression, the cells that escape may no longer depend on the fusion: today's target may not be the target then.
  • I have no lesion to re-biopsy. Nothing can be re-derived.
  • From decision to vial is roughly 4 to 5 months: the only written quote I hold is 4 to 6 weeks of design plus 14 to 16 weeks of manufacturing, which is 18 to 22 weeks in all.

What would lower the risk without losing the window

  • Measuring the selected peptide’s binding to my candidate class II molecules, with the normal sequence on the same plate.
  • Independent confirmation of the junction from the RNA already in storage. It consumes no tissue.
  • Minigene plus immunopeptidomics: it does not give a vaccine, but it moves part of the decision from prediction to measurement.
  • Testing the fragments with a measured T-cell response on this same fusion, on my alleles, with the corresponding stretches of the normal proteins on the same plate.
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One more thing, stated plainly. The clone of cells carrying the fusion is, most likely, the largest population in my tumour. Whether there are other useful targets as well, I do not know: exactly the sequencing that would have answered that is the one that failed.

What I am asking for.

Four ways to help. The first unblocks everything else; the fourth matters as much. A useful first reply can be three lines: whether your laboratory could run it, roughly what that would cost, and what you would need from me.

  1. 1

    Proof that the peptide is displayed

    A minigene with the junction region, expressed in a cell line carrying my class II molecules, and immunopeptidomics on it. With the controls without which the result cannot be read: empty vector, constructs with the normal sequence of each of the two genes, and the condition with and without the inflammatory signal that raises display. The peptide is class II, so it also matters what kind of cell we measure on, tumour cell or professional antigen-presenting cell, and which of the two candidate molecules displays it: that is where the two prediction programs disagree. Tell me, too, what detection limit your method has. The missing link in the whole chain.

  2. 2

    The T-cell arm, on both classes

    On this same fusion, two class I fragments have given a measured T-cell response, one of them clearly and one weakly, each in one of two healthy donors and neither in me. I want to know whether either works in me too. And I want the same test on the main peptide, the class II one, with my own lymphocytes: nobody has yet checked whether my repertoire sees it, and without that there is no knowing whether a vaccine would take in me. On the same plate, without exception, the corresponding stretches of the normal proteins: otherwise a positive response cannot be told apart from one against my own healthy tissue.

  3. 3

    The final vaccine specification

    What goes in, in what format, with which adjuvant (the substance added to amplify the immune response), at what dose, on what schedule. Starting from what I have, and in a form a manufacturer can quote against.

  4. 4

    Tell me what I am missing

    An error in my reasoning, or a step I have not thought of, is worth as much to me as a yes. The question stays open.

Write to me

The raw reads (FASTQ) and the laboratories' full reports — more than 50 GB — are available to any team that can help. The tumour RNA extract, about 373 ng at −80 °C, is held by the laboratory that sequenced it; whether and how it can be shipped to another team is one of the questions I am asking. There is no usable tissue: one block is empty, the other holds a residue the laboratory called too small to examine, and no independent pathologist has measured it. If any of this is something you can do, write to me.

These tools gave me things that had not come from the laboratory. And they stop exactly where it matters.

For most people, AI means a chat. For me it means two tools paid for month after month: Claude, from Anthropic, and Codex, from OpenAI. With them I have run code, worked through the raw sequencing data, and had one model check the other’s work. The hard part isn’t getting an answer; it’s knowing when an answer is good enough to act on: every claim tied to a source, every number recomputed, every conclusion run past the second model. What these tools could not do is repair broken data: no algorithm reconstructs reads that were never produced.

This is what came of having the tools.

K15;R12the junction, read from the raw RNA
6 of 6HLA class I alleles, later confirmed by the accredited laboratory
1 alleleassumed wrongly, caught after it had propagated into the calculations
2 peptideseliminated: they also occur in normal human proteins
beforethe contradiction between my prediction and the published measurements surfaced before anything was manufactured
2pharmacogenomic results, on my emergency card

All of these are my own analyses, exploratory ones; the accredited confirmations came separately.

To Anthropic and OpenAI.

Problem 1

The limits on medicine and biology stop me exactly where I need the tools.

The models are built to be cautious with medical interpretation. For most users that's reasonable. For me it falls exactly on the work that produced everything above: interpreting my own results and relating them to published cases close to mine, including by analogy with closely related diagnoses.

I am not asking to be told which treatment to take. I am asking to be able to work on my own data. While this article was being written, a reply summarising my own molecular results was cut off mid-sentence by an automatic safety filter.

Problem 2

Usage limits stop the analysis halfway through.

I pay for both tools every month. I have still been locked out mid-analysis, several times, at the weekly limit.

This is not a consumer complaint. The analysis stops and resumes days later. That is the cost, and it is measured in time.

The technology exists. I cannot reach it exactly where I need it.

The content of this article is for informational purposes only and does not constitute medical advice. Discuss any medical decision with your oncologist. If you have urgent symptoms, contact a doctor immediately.

Everything marked as computed by me is my own analysis, at an indicative level, and needs independent confirmation. It does not replace a laboratory result. Accredited results are marked as such.